Editing Madness

I've been back home for a while now, but between work and late night writing/editing I haven't gotten to updating my blog. 
But I thought tonight would be the perfect time.

Tomorrow is a big day because tomorrow is the day I intend to finish editing part one of my book.

The editing process has been slow and at times downright idle. But one thing has kept me going through all this; through all the inconveniences and the frustrations; through all the times when I felt like life was against me and it just didn't work. 

I come home at the end of the day and I wish I could just crash. I wish I could go to bed, or read a book, or waste away in front of the T.V. 

It's so much easier to feel sorry for myself and make excuses. But then I realized something: This is my purpose. It doesn't matter if it's inconvenient or hard. It doesn't matter if I have to stay up late night after night or write and rewrite scenes till I go mad. It doesn't matter, because in the end, all this, all the late nights and the long days, are just a means to an end. 

Because this, all that I'm working for, this is gonna be so worth it!

Anyhow, it's getting late, and I have a big day in front of me.
Goodnight.