I have found my writerly self in the world. I have been away from home, and come back to the same conclusion.
The world is overwhelming large, and it would take many lifetimes just to discover how vast it really is.
There would be so much adventure, and no time to come home. There would be so much to see, and a whirlwind of contemplation that never gets to settle in. You could delve into the city, but there are so many more through which you'd want to wander. You could map every wood, and come back next summer just to see it changed. The landscape changes when the sky does. The earth changes with the weather. Each city has a season with a separate face.
And when the night rolls in, and the life grows thin, the traveler would realize that they have only scratched the surface of a sea of secrets spaces, unexpected castles in an ancient wood, an ocean brought to life a hundred different ways just by the way the light shines on it; a still stone wall with a murmured story; a river laced with legends. The world is speckled, scattered, sowed and sprinkled, strewed and swimming with things to surprise you.
The wind carves out artifacts, but it stashes its favourite secrets under sand and stone.
Nothing on this earth is really are own.
We are simply here to try, in our small human way, to take it all in.
I have been away and I have realized that the only thing I can do when the world astounds me, takes me away, makes me ache inside, gives me the urge to run away, is write about it.
Everything else simply won't suffice.