Crippling

"You are Peace when my Fear is crippling."
~Forever Reign 

Photo Credit goes to Heinrich Nikel Photography

I've been pretty busy these past few weeks, and this week was definitely no exception. 
The To Do list is never ending. The stress is making me anxious and reality is starting to sink in. 
Some days the idea of the journey I am on fills me with exhilaration, but days like today it absolutely terrifies me. Worse still, the fear is starting to take root in a place where I know that it will grow.

I read somewhere that if your dreams do not scare you they're not big enough. 
But the truth is, in the end, there is one thing that scares me above all else; and that is the thought that my dreams will remain unfulfilled.
So in the end none of it matters. Not the stress or the anxiety. Not the fear or the doubt. 
Because at the end of my life I would rather know that I have fought with all the vigor and fierceness I have in me than to pass away and never know what might have happened if I had. 

So it is time to take my own advice and see what I can make of it. It is time to tear the crap out my the root and see what else will grow when it is gone.